Today is yet another day in the life of a carnie, I am
constantly getting showed off by me “caretaker” Mr. Bytes, I am actually quite
tired of this job, I always stay up at night thinking to myself when will the
day come to where people will not view me with disgust but rather in the sense
of praise. Bytes is always mistreating me, there is never a day that goes by
that he is not drinking and abusing me, the only nice person around would have
to be the little boy, Bytes’ assistant. I want to have that one day where I can
be shown to the world and go about life with a sense of security rather than a
sense of insecurity. I heard Bytes actually talking to this man; I believe his
name was Treves or something of that sense. I think he was a Doctor, if he is
a Doctor I sure hope, the hospital can cure me or take better care of me then
Bytes. I am now wondering, if this man is a doctor, will he invite me to the
hospital, give me my own room, and feed me all the time. I hardly ever get fed
with Bytes’ I do not know when the last time was I seen a decent meal. I am so
lonely in this “cave” I want friends; I want sincere people that I can call
acquaintances. My life has been tragedy since birth, with my mother gone, I
wonder if she ever thinks of me the way I think of her. I constantly carry her
picture with me, every time I look at it I always get uplifted with happiness,
I guess you can say she is the only one that can give me strength. Well I have
to go to sleep now, I can never get quite comfortable when I sleep, I am always
tired I can never sleep like normal people. I want to see what tomorrow will
bring me when I see this man named Treves.
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